this, this is how i feel right now.
goodness I am so excited to see her.
I’m tired of holding my shit together
I’ve always joked around about not living past 21
I’m so close to just ripping at the seams and letting it all go
all of it. all the effort and strain it takes to fight back every dark ominous impulse.
After so many years of fighting I think i’m finally starting to wear out.
I just feel so empty
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